Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i do always have high expectations..whether its from me or people around me, eg: friends, classmates, group mates and others..you know..sometimes this people just have their own "tidak-apa" attitude..they dont bother at all what you are doing even though you are sitting on the same boat..(NATO = no action,talk only) i always believe that when you are working in a bunch of people,you do expect total 100% commitment from this people by producing high quality result and work..sometimes i doubt them..are they just here and there to make up the numbers or else?are they willing do give their best in doing their work?seriously..i really really really doubt them..you always want to work with a group of people who are willing to work hard and give their best shot at every single thing they do..dont you?there's no "cleaning up others work" and you can always depend on them..because you feel secure with the work they produced..
i never get this chance to do so..ever since high school till i step into university..i knew from the moment i got this job,its not gonna be easy..its gonna be tough and hard journey..even my friend told me so..i do envy sometimes at those people who are lucky to have their own "X-factor" group members..they might not be albert einstein,but they willing to work hard..how i wish i could hijack them into my team..muahahaha..well..i gotta use all the resources that are made available to me now..i rather be independent rather than depend on them..i rather do it on my own than depends on them..its so hard for me to expect a single thing from them..it takes years for them to do or start something..
sometimes i ask myself..should i change my approach towards this kind of people?should i change from a "soft" approach to a "hard" approach?yes,i should..more stricter i'll be..
happy hooolidayyyyysssss folks..! (ending soon..sigh)
cheers! (=